The Milton Incident - 10-56

I've become the pale shade of myself
A shadow running from the light of day
I keep staring at the barrel of the gun on the shelf
It'd be so easy to end it all this way
I search deep inside
For some strengh to make it through today
But I'm feeling so empty, I'm feeling so tired
I'm losing grip on reality

So will you help me?
Will you hold my head when I fall asleep
Will you be beside me?
Will you hold my hand?
Cuz I need someone to trust someone to believe in
Another rising sun another day in hell
Memories start to fade away
I feel the cold steel of the gun in my hand
No words could tell how I hate myself today

I search deep inside
For some faith to make it through today
I'm running out of time and got so much to confide
I turned to God but there ain't no God to pray
So will you help me?
Will you hold my head when I fall asleep
Will you be beside me?
Will you hold my hand?
Cuz I need someone to trust someone to believe in

I'm standing on the edge
Someone to believe in
I'm a man on the ledge
Someone to believe in
I need a second chance
Someone to believe in
To save me
Now

Pray - hope - beg
For a miracle
Blood sheds from the bullethole
Life leaves my flesh and my soul
I call your name

Is there anyone to hear my call?
Cuz I need someone to help me out
Is there anyone to catch my fall?
Cuz I cannot make it through on my own
Is there anyone to hear my call?
Is there anyplace I do belong?